I’m a bit crap at finding balance in my life. I have too many highs, which can lead to too many lows of course.
I say to myself, ‘Sarah, you want to be somewhere in the middle, not so uppy downy, how about a gentle ripple?’.
The trouble with that is, I rather love the feelings I get when I’m up in the sky, carefree and having to be careful I don’t blind people with my smile or shoot golden sparks from my
nipples, bum, fingertips.
I even don’t mind the idea of being down too much (until I get there), as, well, it all means I’m FEELING stuff. Doesn’t it!
So do I try and squidge myself into a more sensible, even keel.. or do I focus on being incredibly productive during up times and while I’m at it, figure out what triggers those and make sure I create the right environment to keep me there more frequently?
I think I answered my own question.
Balls to boring!
(If I could purr now I would – instead I shall make a noise like a constipated cat farting x)
PS. The bird doing the crow in the photo is the delicious Emma Calvert aka Miss Manifestation!